Nine months. It’s been 9 months since I held you in my arms. There’s something about that 9 month time span that always hits a mom in the...

Waves keep crashing all around me, I get knocked down and just when I think I’m on my feet again, here comes another wave. I‘m in a pit...

I’m always on the edge. On the edge of a panic attack. On the edge of crying. On the edge of wanting to run away. On the edge of never...

You feel so empowered the first time a news reporter contacts you to share your tragic story publicly. After losing your child, you feel...

How does a mom who’s been called to work in medicine return to a life of medicine when her son’s death haunts her every day? Not very...

Some circumstances around unexpected deaths will require the surviving family and friends to take on a code of silence. It may be that...

I’m listening to a lot of Five Finger Death Punch. We did as a family when Johnathan was still alive and now the songs and words have...

What do you do when your subconscious is just as anxious and angry as your conscious mind? What’s in my head? Nightmares. Flashbacks. ...